Hello laughing gas ! You must be really shocked to see this post. Heehee, just want to say thank you for being such an awesome friend. Adore our everyday-before-we-sleep talks! Hearthearts♥

Dumb Founded.

Finally got my homeleave after a looong break(: can't get back to school, so i've got to rot in hostel. Didn't really enjoy my homeleave today, so, homeleave is wasted too. Seriously, sometimes i wish i just don't have any homeleave. I'm so tired, tired of everything. why can't everything just come out to be what i wanted? blog for the sake of making my blog aliveeeeee. pictures will be uploaded next week, toodles!!!!!!

4 Woman, Sorry i won't be able to have the time to be with your all the time anymore. Thanks for always being there for me, darlings. Luvvv! (Angel, Amelia, Rena, Foongsze)

My Tears Run Down Like Razor Blade..
i really wish i could surrender myself, but a part of me just doesn't wants to. i'm afraid of going to the time-out room. and anyway, today is already the 7th day and we're suppose to be back at 12pm, but we didn't. i'm sorry to have disppoint all of you once again for breaking my promise too. but, i'm not going to surrender, sorry):

You Make Me Wanna Surrender My Soul.
i don't know what will happen to us, MAYBE, on the saturday night, we're going to surrender. should we? should we not? i don't like the days in time-out room. i don't like being treated like dogs by the staff there. i don't like the living condition of hostel. i don't like the feeling of being lied to. i just don't like everything! will update again before i'll never get to update again): i guess i'll have to give the event a miss again):x1000000000. till here, bye.!

I'm fine.
thanks for the concern everyone. i'm sorry to have disappoint all of you. i know you all cares, but what's done cannot be undone. i will not change my mind, so don't bother to ask me to surrender. tc, friends.